also challenging is the lack of doctors. you need a gp to refer you to a specialist, but how do you get a gp? we need to see so many specialists — rheumatologists, respirologists, gastroenterologists, dermatologists — and we’re all waiting. meanwhile your body’s changing, you’re having all these issues, you haven’t been diagnosed, and you just wait.
in addition to the daily challenges of living with pain, fatigue, depression, mobility issues, there’s the fear of not knowing how the disease will progress. i was told i would be dead in five years. i’m lucky, i’m 26 years [past that] and i’m pretty healthy. lots of others have lived 30 and 40 years [longer].
what is your message to the decision makers?
we shouldn’t have to have a referral to see a specialist. it sometimes takes a gp years to figure out what’s wrong with us. the biggest challenge is to get people diagnosed as quickly as we can, but there’s just not enough resources for doctors and specialists.
is the situation improving now that more government funding has been allocated for recruiting and retaining doctors?
i’m hoping. i’m also hoping the younger rheumatologists are going to know a bit more about scleroderma. most of the gps don’t know where to begin because they’ve never seen it before. if the government is focused on getting more gps, we have a better chance to see a doctor, and that’s a good start.
what do most people not know about the disease?
besides the fact that most people have never heard of it, it’s that scleroderma is not always visible to the eye. but someone could [look good but] be suffering with internal problems, because it affects the lungs, the digestive system and others. sometimes our hands are somewhat deformed, or completely curled, or we have raynaud’s. i have tried to pay for something at a store and my hands are five different shades of blue. i look like a corpse, and people stare or step back. they think it’s contagious. i always explain what it is because i want to educate people.