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omar sharife has spent almost 20 years of his life feeling self-conscious about the way he looks and concerned that he’s making others uncomfortable when he eats at a restaurant. dining out became a trigger for anxiety that left him wiping the sweat from his brow while trying to enjoy a meal.
now in his 40s, the vancouver model and actor has been able to work through the insecurities of living with vitiligo, an autoimmune condition that causes skin to lose its pigment in patches when melanin-producing cells die or stop working. the patches can also be severely itchy for some.
vitiligo might show up because of stress, over exposure to sun or chemicals, but the exact cause isn’t known.
and in a world where people notice first and foremost how we look, this skin condition can be life-altering and traumatic for people, especially those with a darker complexion like sharife.
“every year, i got a little more of it,” he says of the pigment loss that started with a heart-shaped spot on the middle of his forehead when he was 18. at that time, light-based treatments that were commonly used would burn and blister his skin and he’d wait for the skin layer to peel off, hoping for improvement. the one patch would be replaced by tiny dark spots. he used makeup to conceal the spots for a while, but then it appeared on the tips of his fingers and then his elbows.
“i was like, ‘well, that’s it. i’m never wearing a short sleeve shirt again. i’m done.’ so, i created rules so that i could feel comfortable, like wearing a long sleeve shirt. if i go to the gym, maybe wearing three-quarter length shorts rather than showing my knees and i just hoped that it wouldn’t keep spreading.”
about 0.5 to two per cent of the population has vitiligo, which can start at any age, but roughly half of people get it before age 20 and it starts before age 40 for 95 per cent of those affected.