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fabio dwyer was diagnosed with early onset parkinson’s at 40 years old after experiencing tremors and symptoms so bad that he could no longer play his guitar. as a professional musician with formal training at the royal conservatory of music and over three decades of professional music experience, the news felt like a type of living death.
“the doctors told me, ‘don’t worry, it’s not a death sentence.’ but in my case, as a musician, it was a death sentence,” he said. “it was not death in the literal sense, but since i am a musician, i never thought i’d be able to play the guitar again properly, and that crushed my soul.”
fabio’s music focus was the blues, and when he relocated to the beaches neighbourhood of toronto from rio de janeiro, brazil, he worked hard to establish himself in the toronto community as a music instructor and performer.
starting over in canada
when fabio relocated to canada, he had to start over from scratch. he used all his savings to create a new life, and after being diagnosed with early-onset parkinson’s, it felt as though his trajectory toward success was halted.
“because i was living in canada for only six or seven years, so already all my life had been, up until i was 35 years old, to immigrate to canada. all my savings were put towards this project, so i was in the process of trying to rebuild and catch up,” he said.
when fabio decided to rebuild a life in canada, he assumed he had many more years to play with his band, establish his music school, and work toward retirement just like every other canadian. however, when he started to feel the symptoms that made guitar playing impossible, it was as if the years of his life leading up to retirement were stolen from him.
“i was in a situation that wasn’t very good financially. i was at an age that you’re still trying to (build-up), especially as a musician,” he said, later continuing, “i play blues and classic rock musical style of music that nobody gives any credibility to unless you’re a certain age it’s more like a regular career, but at 4 or 5 years, you start to re-establish yourself. that was cut right away, so i think the sad part is that it hits the person in different ways because it takes from life, especially in my case because of my music.”