the heart institute is one of two sites in ottawa (the other is cheo) with extracorporeal membrane oxygenation, or ecmo, equipment. the system pumps the blood out of patients who are failing on ventilation alone, takes out the carbon dioxide, adds oxygen and pumps it back in. the highly invasive treatment of last resort has been used for some of the most critically ill covid-19 patients during the pandemic. a large percentage of them do not make it.
“all efforts are being exhausted to save this person’s life but, despite that, there is a high chance they will die. at best, the rest of their life will be dramatically altered.”
icu nurses are used to seeing poor outcomes in their work — it comes with the territory. but the pandemic has amplified that in ways that have reverberated with already stressed and overworked nurses.
“covid in icu was a sad outcome, followed by a sad outcome, followed by a sad outcome,” magladry said.
those sad outcomes — cumulative occupational stress — are one factor contributing to rates of burnout among nurses at a time of severe shortages.
magladry, who has been a registered nurse for 13 years, has so far avoided burnout. working part-time, she said, has helped her maintain some balance despite the challenges.
but she is increasingly dissatisfied with the disconnect between being called a hero and the way nurses are treated compared to other — especially male-dominated — health professions.
“i don’t feel physically exhausted all of the time, but i do feel disrespected,” she said.
“the word ‘hero’ has forever been tarnished. when i hear that word now, it sets off alarm bells and i think, ‘oh, they’re calling us heroes. that’s their licence to under-protect and undervalue our work,’” she said.
nurses don’t want to be heroes, magladry said.
“we are highly educated, highly skilled professionals. we deserve safe work environments and appropriate compensation for the work that we do.”