her respirologist started her on medication, moving her into a clinical trial in 2020 for a new anti-fibrotic drug, nintedanib. she stayed on the medication for about nine months, but couldn’t handle the side effects. “it made me very dizzy and i couldn’t keep it down. others end up in the bathroom.”
to complicate matters, laurie also has gastroparesis, a condition where things take a long time to move through your gastric system, affecting her ability to metabolize medication. “so many people struggle with it, and a large number of people take it for a little while and just say, ‘i can’t take this anymore.’ i’m not sure whether it really did anything for me.”
living with pulmonary fibrosis as a caregiver
what would prove just as difficult after her disease progressed was the pressing need to find a group care home for her adult daughter, whom the couple had always cared for in their home. she has cerebral palsy and is legally blind, requires a feeding tube and round-the-clock care.
“when you’re getting older, that’s harder. and as i got sicker, i couldn’t do it,” laurie says. then she needed to be in toronto for the lung transplant and recovery. through a crisis admission, she was able to place her daughter in a group home where she’s now settled. “that was a really difficult thing for her dad and i to do. i think that was more difficult than facing a transplant, to be perfectly honest.”
as well, her son has the genetic marker for pulmonary fibrosis, which means he could develop it. her niece is in the same situation. “i was really sad, of course, and emotional when i was diagnosed. but boy, when you know that part of your genetics is passed onto your son and it could cause him to be in the same boat, that’s hard.”
making the most out of life despite pulmonary fibrosis
what she’s learned most is the importance of healthy habits for diet, portion size and regular exercise to stay in good physical shape. everything takes longer when you’re living with the disease and there is debilitating fatigue, but you have to keep exercising and push through it, laurie says. “i’m a bit of a bull when it comes to that. you keep moving and keep doing things. the worst thing you can do is think, ‘i’m tired. i’m just going to sit in my chair.’ you need to be active and keep pushing back on those lungs as best you can. the lungs are like any other muscle, if you don’t use it, you’re going to lose it.”