when randy davis was hospitalized in 2012 with double lung pneumonia, he was so ill he had to be intubated for a week. he recovered, but when he started experiencing similar symptoms — which can include fever, chills, muscle aches, night sweats and fatigue — three years later, he assumed the pneumonia had recurred. when antibiotics didn’t help, he suspected something more was going on.
“something in the back of my mind told me to move up my regular testing date,” he says, “and at the clinic i got the news that i had tested positive for hiv.”
his reaction, he says, is a common one that comes with a diagnosis of
hiv (human immunodeficiency virus): he thought his life was over. so, he thought he might just move that up too.
“it was a very cold, bitter february evening,” he recalls. “my apartment was a 10-minute walk from the clinic in downtown ottawa, but i took the longer road home, initially to clear my head. but i also thought i could go down a certain street that i knew was a busy bus route and i could maybe slip on the ice and fall in front of a bus. or i could take the overpass and maybe just jump off and be done with it.”
he eventually made it back to his apartment, where the pictures of his family on the walls told him he had too much to live for. the next day, rather than contact his family doctor, he called an acquaintance who was also living with hiv who recommended a specialist at the university of ottawa.